Saturday, November 24, 2007

Cool!

After I got my grades all subjects, I asked my parents to buy me laptop. Every time that I called them and they called me, I talked about the laptop to them. I thought that if I often talked about it to them, they might favor me and they might buy me laptop soon. According to I anticipated my parents bought laptop after I asked them about six-seven days. My parents visited my sister and me on Saturday. That day I thought that my parents came to us because they would take us to buy laptop. However, I did not sure about that because they did not tell us that, but they tell us that they just visited us. Yesterday before that day, I asked them when they would buy laptop to me. He replied that in not a long while. That meant they did not buy laptop to me at present. While I heard that, I was disappointed. Due to, I hoped that if I got good grades, my parents had to buy me laptop immediately. So I complained about that to them. On Saturday, my parents arrived to my dormitory at 14:00 o’clock. They parked the car in front of my dormitory. My sister and I got on the car. At that time, I did not know where we would go. When we went to there, they just told me that. I thought that how stupid of me to have said that! Nevertheless, I was very glad to get new laptop. Furthermore, from now on I would have my laptop to use in my room at Bangkok. I did not often go to the internet cafĂ©. That was more convenient and comfortable than previously. After my parents bought laptop to me, my father talked about our behavior and study. He had an opportunity to teach us. I was so bored because that affair was repeated several times. My father would teach and complain me every time that he bought anything to me. I came back to my dormitory and then I admired my laptop for a long while. I was very crazy for the laptop. Next day, I admired it all day. On Sunday, I stayed at my room all day. I played the computer games all day. I was absorbed in the laptop, so that I did not do anything. I had very ache in a shoulder and a back of neck. That night I went to bed so late. However, I was lucky; I had a class at 11:00 o’clock. I had the time to sleep about 3-4 hours. In the morning on Monday, I was so sleepy. I felt dizzy. I was dead from the neck up. Especially in the afternoon, I studied “World Civilizations” subject. I did not get what teacher was teaching. In the beginning, I could open my eyes to listen teacher. One hour later, I could not control my eyes. I was drowse. I had just nothing in the attic. That was bad! I thought that I should not do that. I was afraid that I might fail in the study. In addition, if I was still behaving that, I was certain to fail. I knew that I liked to play the computer games so much. I tried not to play like that even though it was difficult to control my feeling to stop playing. Ai…Ai

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Get in bad

I knew that I would get the grades in law subjects on Tuesday. On Monday I went to the class. I studied English II. As Arjan. Jasper began the class, my friend who just came in the class; he told me that he knew his grades in law subjects. I and another friend were excited. We were anxious for our grades. I would like to know my grades at that time, but I couldn’t do that. In my mind I wanted to know my grades, but in deep mind I was afraid I would get poor grades. After I and my friends finished the class. We walked to hurry to Q building on the eighth floor. We found there huddling with faculty of law’s student. We decided to struggle to see our grades. After I got my grades, I felt relax because I passed the final-examination all subjects. I was happy. I didn’t want to repeat the same class. It was boring and wasted time. Even if I didn’t fail in the final-examination. Nevertheless I was hardly satisfied. I would like to get better grades. So I determined that I would make excellent grades in this semester. In the afternoon on that day I and my friends went to the class at C building on the eleventh floor. As we studied, Arjan. Sangkhom told the student that he had ever seen ghosts in a lift at C,Q buildings. We finished the class at 19:30 o’clock. We were afraid of ghosts so much. And we had to use the lift. We huddled up in fear as we entered the lift. But there was no matter happened to us. I was sure; I wasn’t at that building in the night absolutely.

In the early evening my sister’s friend brought a rabbit to her. Its hair was white. Its eyes were red. It was little and it was lovely. In the beginning it was hardly naughty because it wasn’t familiar with a new place. I called it “Yu-Mi-Jung”. Yu-Mi ate a lot of vegetables per day. Then it stooled excrement and urinated on all over the floor. Five days later, Yu-Mi became mischievous rabbit. I felt annoyed when it bit my hair while I sat to do my homework on the floor. I pushed it out, but it came to me again. I thought of U-Jung when I saw Yu-Mi. U-Jung was a rabbit. Its hair had grey and white. It was as lovely as Yu-Mi. But U-Jung was dead. I didn’t know why it was dead. It was buried near Panda’s corpse.

That day was passed smoothly. But on Tuesday I met a big problem. My fault was disclosed. I was blamed for telling a lie by my parents. I aware that was my fault. So I admitted that I was mistaken. If I didn’t own up, my parents would be very sad. I tried to tell my reason with them, but they didn’t understand me. I felt blue, but I tried not to get in bad with them. I chose to do whatever they wanted, as I was depressed alone. I was gutsy. I kept my feeling in my mind. I tried to bear with my sadness for myself. I was much desolated; I couldn’t put myself to be concentrated. At that time I wanted to a lot of grit.

“All right” I hoped for a better life.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Be stupid...

On Monday, that day bagan this semester. I was lazied because I had just the long-time holiday. The first weekdays of the semester, I was studied easily. Most of the students looked forward to the grading including me. I was anxious about my grades. I really wanted to know my grades. I would like to relax because when I knew the grades if I got a good grades, I had no necessary to worry. But if I got a poor grades, I would be in trouble. When I knew my destiny, I didn't feel anxious about my life in the near future. But all last week I got the grade only one subject. I was still worry.

On Monday I and my friends went to the mall in the afternoon after we was finished our class. My friends wanted to paint their nails. For me, I had my hair stretched long. My hairdo was frobid to wet and put hair behind the ear. I couldn't shampoo for three days. I felt annoyed when my hair was dirty. I should bear with my hair if I wanted my hair to beautiful. I wasn't accustomed to my new hairdo. But I was happy with my new look. Everything looked a good, but there was a matter happened to me. It was so bad. I had quarrel with my close friend violently. She threw my mobile phone angrily. She threw it forcefully. That was a bit much. I was so irritated I couldn't hold my anger in. She threw my mobile phone first so I threw her mobile phone back. As my mobile phone couldn't workable, but her mobile phone might as well. She really frosted me. I thought she was a dope. I cursed her so much. When I got mad anyone couldn't hold me down. I was sorry for what she had done. I shed a tear for a long while. I bolted out the room in tears. I cooled down after I was taking a walk in the park for a while. But I was still angry her until my mobile phone could workable as before. After the incident, I didn't really feel up to talking to her. She came to apologize to me. She wanted me to talk to her. She made me sick. I couldn't do anything. I couldn't read the book. I couldn't do my homework. I afraided that my father would know about my mobile phone. If my father knew that, I would be in trouble. I was worried all the time. For 4-5 days when my anger died down, I talked to her as before.


To break a promise

I promised to go into the class with my sister on Friday. Due to, she took economics courses on Wednesday. After she finished the class, she called to our father. And then she began to cry. She didn't understand what the teacher taught. She was let down. She wanted to delete the economics courses. I and our father consoled her. I told her that if she didn't get it, she could advise with me about her study. I would explain what she didn't understand. I had ever studied this subject, I could teach her. I thought that she should bear up under all the problems that may happen. She can get ahead if she study hard enough. I noticed that she looked sad. So I told her that I would go into the class with her on Friday, but I broke the promise. I woke up late because I played the computer games until 4 a.m. I was contrite. I will make excuse for breaking the promise. I had the responsibilities.

Friday, November 2, 2007

To have a holiday

Last weekend, mostly I lived in Nakhonsawan. I barely went out home except someday I went to have the dinner with my family. Someday I and my sister went to the internet cafe. That period I was bored too often. As a matter of fact, I had a holiday about three weeks. That was a long-time because I had a free-time to exceed. Normally, I likes it increasingly. That holiday, I had a holiday for three weeks. It should be good for me, if I went to the sea. I didn't travel to place that it was far from Nakhonsawan except Chiangmai.
I stayed at home, I spent too much time in front of the boob-tube at the light green sofa. I watched "Conan", "Doraemon", and "Ikkyu-san" everyday. Some series of them I had ever watched them. But I liked to watch them again and again. My favorite cartoon was Conan. I woke up about 9:30 o'clock on Monday to Friday to watch Conan. Furthermore I watched cartoon on Stream channel all day. By the time I had a breakfast, I took it in front of the television at the light green sofa. Moreover if I was bored I embroidered crosstitch and I usually worked jigsaws when I was at loose ends. If the day that my parents stayed at hame, I and my sister went to the internet cafe. We played the computer games "Audition". Because my computer couldn't workable. We stayed the internet cafe about three hours. We must hurried to come back home or we would be in trouble. If we came back home too late, my parents would complain us. I felt irritable when I must came back home. I wanted to play on, but I couldn't it. There was someday that I went to a department store.
Last Thursday, I and my family went to Chiangmai. We visited my grandparents and my brothers. I missed them so much. I hadn't seen them in a long-time. My brothers were taller than me and my sister. Previously I saw my brothers, they were shorted than me. They could carry me. They were strong. They were youthful. I was shied to kiss them. Last Sunday, I and my sister came back to Bangkok. So last Saturday, my family had a small party. That evening, I and my father went to a food market. We bought seafood. There were prawn, cuttlefish, cockle, and crab. We gave the party on the lawn. Everyone was happy and fun. That was a beaut of a day! I knew that my parents didn't want me and my sister to go to Bangkok. They missed us. They told us that why did begin a semester so fast? Because when begin a semester, we barely came back home. On Sunday, my parents drove us to Bangkok. That morning, my mother wanted me to take the foods with in hand. For me, I thought that I wanted to come back to Bangkok promptly. But that morning, I was sad. I had weeping. I wouldn't come back to Bangkok immediately. That holiday, I stayed at home to have my wish fulfilled. Even if sometime I felt bored, but I had a good time with my family. ^-^