Just Boast......

On Wednesday, my parents, uncle and aunt went to Mae-Klong, Samut Songkhram. They looked after their properties. My mother called me that she would buy a kind of sweetmeat, Jak to me. Jak was the local product. It was delicious. I did not eat it in a long while. While I chewed it, my sense of taste made it had sweet and rich. It had a coconut mixed in the remaining ingredients. I stayed at my room alone, so I ate the sweetmeat all day because it would keep for 2-3 days. My parents arrived at my dormitory that evening. My sister had to go to Nakhonsawan On Friday after she studied in economics subject. She had to meet with the dentist on Saturday. Therefore, she went to Nakhonsawan with my parents that evening. Although she had the class in English and Criminal I subjects on Thursday too. Reason for that it was if she did not go home with my parents, she had to go home by herself. However, if I were she, I would choose to go home on Friday. I was too lazy to pursue homework. Furthermore, while I stayed at home, I was not to do work. I thought that it was a wasted the time. I wanted my sister to think the same way as me. I just wanted her to pay attention to review the lessons because it was near the final examination. I worried about her. I afraid that she may get a poor grade because the midterm examination, some subject she got a low marks. I would not like my parents to be sadness because of her grades including me. She should think about studying, but she had nothing to do. I was very conscious of my studies. It was amused. The different between my sister and me, I paid attention to studying and I worried about my grade, but it was exceed. In contrast, my sister paid no attention to study. My sister was lazy but I was diligent. My sister was not a dweeb but I was a dweeb. Ah Ah….

My space

On Thursday, I stayed alone in this room. There was nothing so fearful as to be alone in a normal situation. It was all right. Except that while I stayed alone and there was something has happened that it made me feel unhappy. It was troubled to control myself. That evening, I intended to do my homework and read the book. While I was beginning to write my journal, the phone rang. It showed his phone number. He had important to me. I decided to answer the telephone. I was so excited when I talked with him because I had not talked with him in ages. One year ago, this was the first time that he called me. After I hanged up the phone, I was determined to continue working. As I did my homework, I listened to the music. The song made me blue. My eyes filled with tears. At that time, I missed him so much.

Upset In My Mind

Last week, it was the beginning of upset in my mind. Due to final examination, it was coming soon. I thought that I did not have enough the time to review the lessons. I was so worried about that because I ever had experience for that. Owing to in the past, my plan was so bad to review the subjects for the exam. In other words, I had no any plan for the exam. I did not read the books before I studied. Furthermore, I did not read the book after I studied. Then what happened to me? It was certainly….I was nervous. It was not easy to make the good grades in the situation. Some subject, I had the time to review the lessons only one day. It was so hard. At that time I cried and to be in a bad mood too often. I did not have the time to talk with any person. I did not have the time to watch the television or anything else that helped me to relax. All over, I paid the time for reading the books and sleeping. Nevertheless, at that time I dedicated to read the books but it did not have enough the time to review the subjects.

I had a bad experience and therefore I would not to be that. This final examination, I intend that I will read the lessons before the exam. Then when it is a period of final examination, it was not too hard to review the subjects. This time I had enthusiasm for the exam. I thought that from this time on, I would begin to read the books. But I could not do that because I had homework so much.

However, it was good for the beginning. At least, I realized that now what I should to do. From now on, when I have a free time, it is possible that I will read the books instead of playing the computer games or watching the television. I know that it is easier said than done, but I must try to do.


That’s too bad

On Friday, I had an appointment with my close friend in the evening. My close friend called for the meeting since Monday. That day was the chance we had been waiting for. Especially my close friend, she looked forward to meet me. In the morning on that day, she called me for ask me about dinner. We made appointment to had dinner together. I did not think that there was the problem to her or me. In the afternoon on that day, I did my homework for waiting the time. Without warning, my friend came to say hello by MSN. She told me about the report that we had to do together. After we allotted work, I began to do it. Due to, I had to send work that I finished it to my friend and then my friend did next step. I did not want to lose my time. While I finished my work, I clicked “save”. Then my work, it was lost. I was so sad. I had to do it again. Finally, I did not have the dinner with my close friend.

My Grades

Exams just finished, and I was feeling very happy to have vacation for New Years, This week was the first week after I had my vacation, as vacation often made me felt lazy. Mid Term did not have any tests or examinations for law so I did not really get a chance to refresh my memory. Now that final exam was coming up soon, I was very nervous and worried about this particular Law final as now I was left to almost start over new. I had only just realized how much work I would have to do. There were just so many notes to read. It makes me think back to that time that all my friends and me skipped classes for a week and told are parents we were studying. All that time wasted playing computer games and only now, to pay for it with all of this reading I have to do for multifarious law.

I do not know why I am freaking out I have a whole month to do this, But truly one month is nothing for the vastly sized law books. I can feel my brain getting heavier just thinking about all the information that would have to be crammed into it!
I guess that in the end that is just the way it is I have to deal with this annoyance and it is just slowly getting on me.

Now if you thought that things could not get any worse for poor me, you were far off the truth, I have not disclosed something with you…
My sister is in the hospital with a broken belly in the core of her digestive region. The room is very nice, and she is happy she eats chocolate now and can talk with friends on the phone while watching TV. She however, is still hooked up to all the pipes and things like that.

This takes from my time now because I want to make sure that she is ok, I am just trying to be a good person and sister now law is trying to take it away from me, ill-fated law! I am hoping for something, something wonderful to come along and save me from this mess. I am just adamant about getting good grades in all my subjects even those, which I have not really read properly.

English is one subject, which I want to get the highest mark I have ever gotten before. I can feel the confidence, in this subject I have worked very hard and I am hoping that this would give me the lift that I need with all of the problems that I could be expecting in the very near future, we will see I guess, we will see.

In the end of it all time will tell how much I will pay for this and how well I will do. Dependant on my own power, to use my month wisely, and take everything is coming into consideration.

Coming Soon

This week I was rather serious because it was near the day that I had the midterm examination. I thought that I was not ready to examine. However, I had to examine in this examination. Therefore, I had to fight with an all out effort.

In the afternoon on Friday, I went to Nakhonsawan. This time I stayed at home about 5 days. I was really to be glad. I would to eat the food that it was not food beside ABAC’s fence. That day I ate the food that satisfied my need. On Saturday, I got up at 7:30 am. I exercised from 7:45 am. to 8:00 am. As I had breakfast, I watched the television. I liked “Reng Row Choul Nee” program because it made me follow the news. After that, I always watched “Woman To Woman” because I need to know about fashion and beauty. Then I played the computer games for a long while. At 12:00, I cooked fried rice. It was not delicious because I cooked to guess freely. I was just make an omelet, a fried egg, boiled egg, egg-boiled soup. I brought fried rice to Macky. Macky was my dog. It was Dalmatian. It was clever. It turned one’s face away. It was laughable! I had to improve a deft hand at cooking. About 14:30, I took a bath. That morning I did not take a bath because I was so lazy to take a bath. I took a bath for a long time. In that evening, my family went to Lotus department store. We came in “MK Sukiyaki”. It was delicious because we were so happy. I ate a lot of it. When I arrived to home, I ate boiled rice. I thought that I ate so much and then I would to be fat in soon. (555+) Because after I finished to eat, I went to bed. That day I was relaxed because on Friday, I just started the midterm examination. I examined on “World Civilization” subject. I was so serious on Thursday and Friday and I was not enough to sleep too. I was exhausted. Therefore, before I began to read and review on English II subject, I had to relax. Although I endured to read the book, I could not to remember the substance. After I got the rest, I had to intend to read the book. I was afraid I would do the exam on English II subject badly because it was so difficult. I really feared that.

On Tuesday, I got my paper on English II subject. It was hard to believe that. I got A-. WOW! I was really surprise. It was high than I expect. That was worthwhile with the time that I spent the time all night for that. It made me recovered from exhaustion. I would like to get the mark in the midterm examination likes this, but I know that I cannot do that. This examination, it was so harder than that. I do not know that I get what of mark, but I will do it well as I can.

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On Friday, my sister and I went to Nakhonsawan. I would like to go home so much because I would like to eat food that my mother cooked. Before we would come back our home, we went to the hospital “Bumrungrad Hospital”. My sister was ill. We spent the time on the car very long while. I was so bored because was very heavy. We arrived home in the evening and I was very hungry. My mother cooked dinner for me. The dinner looked great. I enjoyed the dinner very much, so I ate the food too much that was for me because I had heartburn. I took medicine "ENO”. I felt better after I belched loudly. While I stayed at home, I felt good. Therefore, I ate the food too much as if I was greedy. The food tasted delicious. However, as I lived in Bangkok, I ate a little food. Because almost everyday, I ate the same thing for food, it made me was bored. I suddenly turned on the computer after I had finished the dinner. I spent the night playing the computer games. That night I went to bed so late.

Next day, we visited to grandparents at Chiang Mai. I was very glad to go there. I loved Chiang Mai because Chiang Mai had a value culture especially a dialect. I would to speak North-dialect. It was melodious voice. I was glad to meet my brothers. They were growing up and handsome. We went to “Mount Inthanon” and “Night Safari”. We looked at pandas. They were lovely. They lived in an air-conditioned room. They were herbivores, e.g. a bamboo leaf. In the evening, my family and I hurried to go home because my home was at Nakhonsawan. It was so far. My brothers began to cry when I got to the car. They made me cried too. It was shameful! All the time that I traveled to come back my home, my sister and I sang a song together. Finally, we arrived at home. I was tired. I did not take a bath whereas I went to bed. Ai…Ai


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Two weeks ago, I felt strange. As I stayed at my room, I felt worry all time. While my sister stayed with me at our room, she used her mobile phone all time. She made an awful noise. I was so bored. However, that was not bad as I felt that she talked about me. I endeavored to ignore what she said, but I stilled heard that. I could not do anything that used the brain. I blamed her for doing that several time. Nevertheless, it looked like there was nothing the matter. I thought that I had to control my mind. I might do to achieve success. However, I believed that finally I would feel better than this. Then I did not mind what I heard.

Now I must spend the time for reading the books. I have the midterm-examination on next Friday. I must do it well.

Don't worry

On Monday, my friend visited me at my dorm. She brought me the play station. In fact, my sister and I liked to play the games. My friend, my sister and I played the play station to be frantic until we did not look at the time. We had the dinner at 22 o'clock. It was very late. There was two the joy, but there were three persons. We grabbed the joy for playing the play station. So we agreed that if who was beaten, that person had to stop playing the play station for someone else. After we played the play station very late night, we went to bed. My friend did not come back her home because it was so late.

In the morning Tuesday, I got up late. I had the class at 11:00 o'clock. That was O.K.! After I was finished my class, I had the dinner with my sister. We ate a lot of food because that night we had to use energy too much. My sister had a lot of homework. I had the quiz in world civilization subject. This quiz, I should do it well. After I had finished the dinner, I suddenly read the book. I had to read the book two chapters. They were not easy because there were many details. If I wanted the full mark, I had to read hard. Therefore, I wanted a lot of time to spend for the quiz. I read the book only four pages; my friend was knocked at the door. Then my friend and I went to "Box" Internet & Game Cafe. We went to "Box" cafe at 20:00 o'clock. We chose to go at that time because we could to pay 10 Baht per hour. Normally, 08:00-20:00 o'clock we paid 20 Baht per hour. I played the internet games since 20:00 o'clock to 23:00 o'clock. I thought that only three hours, it was a short time to play the internet games. Nevertheless, this time, I thought that it was a long time to play the internet games because I had a few time to read the book. Now I knew that I could not spend the time for anything except read the book. However, I spent the time to take a bath because I had a headache. I thought that caused by I was serious too much. After I took a bath, I felt better. Then I made the best of read. I read the book until my brain could not get anything more than this. Therefore, I went to bed. That was one thing, I could do it. However, I could not sleep because I was worried. I thought that I had to read the book more than this. I spent the time to think anything for the long while before I slept.

On Wednesday, I had the class at 8:00 o'clock. It was early morning. I felt giddy. I slept about 3:30 a.m., and I got up about 7:00 a.m. I had a sleepless night. That afternoon, I read the book again. I read until the last time before I got the quiz. Now I am waiting the result of quiz. I will get the result on next Wednesday. I wished that I got the good mark...I wanted to relax. Do not worry about anything. And let's extremely

Cool!

After I got my grades all subjects, I asked my parents to buy me laptop. Every time that I called them and they called me, I talked about the laptop to them. I thought that if I often talked about it to them, they might favor me and they might buy me laptop soon. According to I anticipated my parents bought laptop after I asked them about six-seven days. My parents visited my sister and me on Saturday. That day I thought that my parents came to us because they would take us to buy laptop. However, I did not sure about that because they did not tell us that, but they tell us that they just visited us. Yesterday before that day, I asked them when they would buy laptop to me. He replied that in not a long while. That meant they did not buy laptop to me at present. While I heard that, I was disappointed. Due to, I hoped that if I got good grades, my parents had to buy me laptop immediately. So I complained about that to them. On Saturday, my parents arrived to my dormitory at 14:00 o’clock. They parked the car in front of my dormitory. My sister and I got on the car. At that time, I did not know where we would go. When we went to there, they just told me that. I thought that how stupid of me to have said that! Nevertheless, I was very glad to get new laptop. Furthermore, from now on I would have my laptop to use in my room at Bangkok. I did not often go to the internet café. That was more convenient and comfortable than previously. After my parents bought laptop to me, my father talked about our behavior and study. He had an opportunity to teach us. I was so bored because that affair was repeated several times. My father would teach and complain me every time that he bought anything to me. I came back to my dormitory and then I admired my laptop for a long while. I was very crazy for the laptop. Next day, I admired it all day. On Sunday, I stayed at my room all day. I played the computer games all day. I was absorbed in the laptop, so that I did not do anything. I had very ache in a shoulder and a back of neck. That night I went to bed so late. However, I was lucky; I had a class at 11:00 o’clock. I had the time to sleep about 3-4 hours. In the morning on Monday, I was so sleepy. I felt dizzy. I was dead from the neck up. Especially in the afternoon, I studied “World Civilizations” subject. I did not get what teacher was teaching. In the beginning, I could open my eyes to listen teacher. One hour later, I could not control my eyes. I was drowse. I had just nothing in the attic. That was bad! I thought that I should not do that. I was afraid that I might fail in the study. In addition, if I was still behaving that, I was certain to fail. I knew that I liked to play the computer games so much. I tried not to play like that even though it was difficult to control my feeling to stop playing. Ai…Ai